Devotion Codex
- Joey EverAfter
- Oct 20, 2024
- 10 min read
Updated: May 23

The Devotion Codex
Album Created by Joey R D’Arco
Song 1 - Not Your King, You are the King
He heard me yell, ignored my call
My hand to take, he watched me fall
He saw me break, he saw me bruised
My heart to save, and my love to lose
His smirk so smug, I cried out stay
He laughed at me and was on his way
Demons dance, as angels singLet him go... he is not your king.
I took my chances, I took them all
And now it’s time to watch me crawl
You saw me break, yet no longer bruised
I was afraid to win, until I had to lose
Faith building strong, steady upon my back
The burdens I carry, like my favorite rucksack
Angels dance while demons sing
You’ve done it now...You are the king.
Glasses shattered while skin broke
Dragged by hair, by hands that choke
Walls stained blue, with floorboards red
It’s not suicide, but our love’s dead.
Our shadows danced, no time to save
He cheated me… then dug my grave
Demons dance while angels sing
You deserve to go. He is not your king.
Expectations shattered, while curses broke
Moved by mountains...no fear to choke
My life to save, and I saved myself
In present days, I have walked through hell
Spirit says I rode the waves
To find my breath beyond the grave
Angels dance while demons sing...
Congratulations.You are the king.
Trust was broken... yet still I craved
To be reborn, a new path to pave
I asked to stay, and was told to leave
With weightless words, it’s his soul I grieve
Tears like diamonds... he took them all
A house of cards... I watched us fall
Demons dance while angels cry…
He is not your king... And you know why.
Trust is building from within these walls
As I trust myself, the less I fall
I choose to try, with my faith to fly...
With my courageous heart… to the next part
So now I’ve gone. I went and took my leap
Now in this lifetime, it is my soul I keep
Angels sing while demons dance...
You are the king. And this is your chance.
Song 2 - A reflection of you
come away with me, let’s leave the past
let’s take careful steps, build a love to last
for i’ve had my hand of practice, lost a couple rounds too
and now i feel ready to share my reflection of you
your sparkling eyes, and grin happy to see me
passion building 'til arms wrap around me
and then in an embrace of something that's new
i find myself home, in a reflection of you
a reflection of you, in the days since you left
i feel worlds of our love beat right through my chest
your vision comes in while i’m touching him
and i think to myself... can new love begin?
and so he glances at me...charming,
and my looks are alarming,quickly, everyone is on alert
with my attention, he is taking,
it's our forever that i’m thanking,
for allowing me to feel you like a drug
and my back—his hand is grazing,
and our looks, they are amazing,
and again i’m found lost in your love
for it’s our path that i’m taking,
our promises not breaking,
to remember this guidance from above
your sparkling eyes, and grin happy to see me
passion building 'til arms wrap around me
then in an embrace of something that's new
i find myself home, in a reflection of you
a reflection of you, in the days since you left
i feel worlds of our love with my hands on his chest
your spirit comes in while i’m dancing with him
and i think to myself... can new love begin?
then it’s my hand that he’s taking,
and he is spinning me... dancing,
and I am laughing with glee like a child
and it’s his scent that i’m tracing,
and his forever i’m chasing,
until he spins me out on my own
then it’s my time for courting,
while the fans are adoringa match that dazzled with light
and it might just now bea reflection of two...
yet for me,it’s a reflection of you
your sparkling eyes and grin happy to see me
passion building 'til arms wrap around me
then in an embrace of something that's new
i find myself home, in a reflection of you
a reflection of you, in the days since you left
i share words of our love, with my head on his chest
your spirit comes in while i’m laying with him
and i think to myself... new love can begin.
Song 3 - Falling for a Friend
Hot ride through the desert
Cold night in your bed
Arms wrapped around me
And secrets never said
A desire to take you higher
While resting in your heart
I thought about forever
As we laid there in the dark
So I ask myself, am I falling?
Am I falling for a friend?
Is this that new beginning
That I've been calling in
And so I ask myself,
"Can new love begin?"
And I tell myself, "Yes!" I am falling for a Friend!
Your eyes told me softly
What true love might be
Expressing our boundaries
These tempted hearts will see
I welcome your touch now as I offer you my own,
I find stillness in your heartbeat
And I feel right at home
So I ask myself, am I falling?
Am Ifalling for a friend?
Is this that new beginning
That I've been calling in
And so I ask myself
Can new love begin,
And I tell myself "Yes!" I am falling for a friend!
I'll let time and distance take us
To show us who we are
Never cutting corners
Cause you feel like my costar
So I'll learn to play with glee
And to move and laugh like Kings
To remember this is sacred
And you were brought here just for me
So jus lets go falling with a safety net to catch
A leap of faith it's taking
To build a love to last
So it does look like I'm falling
I am falling for a friend and
If I had to do it over
I'd do it all again
Song 4 - Meet Me
Meet me when it’s over
Meet me when it’s done
Meet me when it’s brand new
When our love has finally won
Meet me like a stranger
Meet me just for fun
Meet me when you're ready
Just to say that I’m the one
Meet me, oh treat me like this has just begun
Hold me, oh love me like we’re forever young
Meet me, oh treat me like this has just begun
Hold me, oh love me like we’re forever young
Meet me like I’m ancient
Let me be your star
See this like it’s brand new
Because we’re perfect as we are
Hold me like a verdict
Let me be your choice
Accept this love completely
And express your inner voice
Meet me, oh treat me like this has just begun
Hold me, oh love me like we’re forever young
Meet me, oh treat me like this has just begun
Hold me, oh love me like we’re forever young
Trusting in ourselves now
And spinning in the sand
Locking eyes and linking hearts
Dancing hand in hand It started with a smile
And a question or two
We decided to meet each other
Our love was made brand new
So meet me in the stillness,
When all the words are gone
Let our hearts speak softly,
Like the rising of the dawn
No need for answers,
No need to run
Just meet me when you’re ready
And tell me in the one
I'll meet you, oh I'll treat you like this has just begun
I'll hold you, oh I'll love you like we’re forever young
because I'll meet you, oh I'll treat you like this has just begun
I'll hold you, oh I'll love you like we’re forever young
Song 5 - HIPS
Cause you can make me move my hips
Have me praying for it all night long
You could be the sacred tune
That’s becoming my favorite song
I can see it in the way you move
I can see it in the way you smile
We hadn’t noticed yet
We hadn’t seen freedom in a while
Move with me
Oh won't you
Groove with me
Oh won't you
Dance with me
Right here tonight
Roar with me
Oh won't you
Soar with me
Oh won't you sail
On winds of new love?
Lay with me
Oh won’t you play with me
Oh won’t you come with me
Into the night
Stay with me
Oh won’t you pray with me
Oh won’t you shine with me
Within this light
Because you made me move my hips
And I prayed for you all day long
You became my sacred tune
As I listen to your gentle song
I felt in the way you moved
And I could see it in your smile
It was like the first time we met
And no you'd like to stay a while
Move with me
Oh won't you
Groove with me
Oh won't you
Dance with me
Right here tonight
Roar with me
Oh won't you
Soar with me
Oh won't you sail
On winds of new love?
Lay with me
Oh won’t you play with me
Oh won’t you come with me
Into the night
Stay with me
Oh won’t you pray with me
Oh won’t you shine with me
Within this light
Now together we move our hips
Lifelong prayers answered after so long
It started slow and came so soon
Time to heal and time to bond
You felt in the way I moved
And you responded to me in your style
Love was found and right on time
As we let our love go wild
Move with me
Oh won't you
Groove with me
Oh won't you
Dance with me
Right here tonight
Roar with me
Oh won't you
Soar with me
Oh won't you sail
On winds of new love?
Lay with me
Oh won’t you play with me
Oh won’t you come with me
Into the night
Stay with me
Oh won’t you pray with me
Oh won’t you shine with me
Within this light
And, Oh! My hips keep shaking
And, Oh! my heart is racing
And soon I find my mind
Wandering….
Song 6 - We are Soaring
My mind wanders
My heart it soars
A new Love is forming
This passion it roars
Deep in the Forest
Our spirits they roam
I look to your eyes
And feel I’ve found home
You look at me kindly
Touch me with love
My prayers they have found me
Blessed from above
Traveling slowly
Never too fast
Our timeline is forming
A new love to last
And we’re soaring
Soaring so high
We are soaring
Together we fly
We are soaring
Right here in this time
We are soaring
And finding out why
A storm hascome
As I watch him go
What do I hide
And what do I show
His presence it grounds me
Right in my heart
Reflecting his light
I surrender my dark
Their whispers of patience
knowledge of truth
Of how to love me
So I can love you
Pure waters they cleanse me
Back to the sea
Forgiving my failures
To find who I’ll be
And we are soaring
Soaring so high
We are soaring
Together we fly
We are soaring
Right here in this time
We are soaring
And finding out why
The visions they find me
I travel with you
Through open skies
Of love made true
Out in the astral
I dance in your stars
Balancing duality
Venus and Mars
Of ancient times
With man made swords
Cutting threads of fate
This means I'm yours
Until I'm left at unknown shores
Whose knife is this?
I think it's yours
Song 7 - Slice Me Open
Slice me open and watch me bleed
It’s for your own good, they are telling me
You were numb before, but now you’re freed
Ripping and prying, you’re hurting me
I listen to the voices that are haunting me
They’re making me my problem ever endlessly
Cutting at my corners, rearranging me
I’ll always be a slave to your memory
Reasons I am running free
Are the voices haunting me
Earth beneath my shaking feet
Walking on my path, trusting in me
Amidst the unknown, I kneel to pray
Asking for guidance to survive this day
Through the chaos I find my way
Loving the pieces that were rearranged
Reflection of perfection, it couldn’t last
I fell from grace, things changed so fast
"You were almost there, now shattered glass"
Bleeding from the edges of of my scattered past
I listen to the voices, a haunting plea
Forcing my hand, of who to be
Head under water, to wash me clean
Submerged in the emotions of what I’ve seen
Reasons I am swimming deep
Are the voices haunting me
Guided by emotions of who to be
Praying that these waters can wash me clean
Lost in the currents, take me to the sea
Transforming my faults into strength for me
Courage to face what used to haunt me
Are the reason I am swimming free
Flood the gates and wash me out
You say you don’t trust me, You’re filled with doubt
You didn’t try before, But now you pray
Begging and pleading you're drowning me
Searching for air, I must take flight
To be reborn after this dark night
Head above water, I hear the plea
Of the haunting voices that were changing me
The reason I am flying free
Are the voices changing me
Wind beneath my beating winds
Flying with spirit soaring with me
Adrift in the ether I spread my winds
into the sky where freedom rings
I see the arrows aim at me
Prepared to take me down; and watch me bleed
Pierce my wings and shoot me down
A hopeful game, I’ve been found out
I was gone before, but now I’m back
I don’t want to fight, this isn’t an attack
I listen to the voices tell me to leave
You’re just the same, too intense for me
Collecting all my feathers, you’re stalking me
I’ll always be a slave to what you see
The reasons I am falling steep
Are the arrows, shot at me
Judgements cast now strip me clean
Fully liberated of who I’ve been
As I fall I see the light
Fire burning in the night
Wings once beating, drift like a kit
To see what this fire will ignite
Start the fire, watch me burn
You say this is the only way I will learn
You were cold before, now feel the heat
Scorching inferno you’re killing me
Cut at my edges, they rearranged me
And now in the fire they turn to steam
Grateful for the voices that have changed me
I’ll always remember what you taught to me
The reasons I am burning free
Are the voices that changed me
Fully enveloped in the heat
Burning with spirit a vivid dream
I listen to the voices that have taught me
How to transform my memories
Cut at my corners, we rearranged me
And these are the reasons I am running free
This has been the first half of the Devotion Codex. To know how the story ends, come back...
Joey R. D’Arco
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